Random Stuff

5/25/2026

This is a random website that I do not advertise at all, and there's nothing on here to advertise per se. A couple of my friends might go here sometimes for the games.
This is not a game, this is a blog. And nobody seems to care about blogs. I will be greatly surprised if anyone ever reads this other than me.

I've just been needing something to do over the summer- this is the summer following 8th grade, and next year I will be transitioning into high school. Lately, I've been kept so busy with all the extracurriculars and homework that I've never found myself bored.
At least, I've never found myself in the position of not knowing what to do. Because there's not much to do that would particularly appeal to me right now, which has left me with lots of time to think.
Maybe that's why I'm doing this. It makes my thoughts clearer, allows me to organize them. Like a journal, but I get the added benefit of typing being much less tedious than actually writing.
(Physical writing is definitely better in specific cases though, if I've learned one thing over the past week.)
See, right there, I just made a reference to something nobody except my closest friends would know about! So why am I writing this and putting it on my public website?

Whatever the reason may be, I'm going to share to you, whoever you are, random person on the internet, some of my thoughts. I sincerely apologize to any child predators out there, but I will share personal information. Sorry, guys.

High school is going to be short. These four years are gonna fly by, and then all of a sudden that will be it for required public education.
I'm not particularly worried about college, honestly. What scares me is what comes next.
Life.

I possess a fear of being unable to handle the responsibility of just dealing with life.
I've been thinking about careers, about my desire to move into computer science one day.
The job market for that has been looking rather grim, particularly for those who are not interested in fields relating to artificial intelligence, and that just makes me more scared.
Ultimately, I worry that, in the end, I will do fairly well in high school, get a decent college degree, and end up lacking the experience to find a decent CS job.

And once again, I fear being incompetent when it comes to the rather important area of life called... life.

But mixed in with these (possibly irrational) fears are some small comforts as well.

I have a good friend group, which is important for obvious reasons.

I am involved in lots of extracurriculars, which will make these next four years far more enjoyable.

I have entered into a new relationship that could potentially be something deeper one day.

And above all else, I have my Christian faith, providing hope when nothing else really can.

So that does it for my first annoying rant. If you actually read all that, stranger (or non-stranger, who knows), then congratulations on wasting a few minutes of your life.